Why seek victory?
Peace and love; all I desire. 
I love my children. 
Their mother also loves them. 
We both love and we both long. 

They live life halfway 
without ever wanting this
chaos and discord. 
They need their roots to sink in
and give them a peaceful life. 

Where do we go now 
when all is in the wild winds?
Tumbling through this life
as we wait to know what’s next
and each pray for an answer. 

I don’t know it all. 
YaH, You know what should come next
and I will listen,
even if I hear through tears. 
Please watch over my children:
they matter more than I do.